I came across a particular blogger's bachelorette pad and it stirred up all the longing and desires within me to own my own place so much I was actually checking out prices of flats and how much savings I should have to be able to own my place eventually.
I can feel it. I really really want my own place so much. I can see myself, in 7 years' time, opening the door to a place I have paid for with my own money and then just crying at the doorstep. Cos i have done it myself.
I will see that day =)
Friday, August 3, 2012
Friday, July 20, 2012
Got this from BeatriceTan's blog.. and think it can serve as a reminder to myself in my own little space:
"Michael Leung, a famous TV Host and MC/DJ in Hong Kong , is also a child psychotherapist. The a letter that he had for his son is quite moving. It would not only provide a guideline for children, but also benefit for all ages.
My Son, I’m writing this list based on three fundamentals:
- Life is unpredictable. No one knows how long we’re going to live, so some things are better said earlier than later.
- I’m your father. I’d be the only one to tell you these things.
- Everything on this list came from my own experience. I learnt them the hard way, and hopefully that’ll save some unnecessary steps in your life. .
1. To people who are unkind to you, don’t sweat it.
Through your lifetime, no one is obligated to be nice to you, besides your mom and me. As for the people who are kind to you, treasure them, be grateful, but at the same time, be extra cautious. Everyone does everything for a reason. When someone is nice to you, it doesn’t mean they like you. You need to be able to see through the surface, instead of making them your true friends immediately. （
2. No one is irreplaceable, and nothing is indispensable.
With that in mind, even when you lose the people or things that you love and treasure the most, in the future, you need to understand that it’s not that big of a deal.
3. Life is short.
While you’re wasting it today, you’ll realize you’re at the end of it tomorrow. So the earlier you start to treasure your life, the earlier you can enjoy it. Instead of hoping for longevity, start to live life fully early.
4. The thing called “The Best Love”, or “The One”, doesn’t exist.
Love is a feeling of moments. It will definitely changes over time and moods. If your so-called “Best Love” left you, please be patient and let time heals your wounds. Through time, your heart will come to peace and your pain will ease. Don’t over expect the beauty of Love, nor over exaggerate the pain when you lose it.
5.You can start from nothing to your name, but you can go nowhere if you are not fully prepared.
Although a lot of successful people received high education, you might not be successful if you don't study hard. The knowledge you consume will become your weapon. You can start from nothing to your name, but you can go nowhere if you are not fully prepared. Never forget that!
6. I don’t expect you to support me for rest of my life, so I’m not going to do the same for you either.
When you’re grown enough to be independent, it will be the end of my responsibilities to you. From that point, it’s completely your own responsibilities and decisions, whether to take the bus or drive a Benz, or whether to eat shark fins or rice noodle.
7. When ever you decide to treat others, remember they won’t necessary do the same in return.
You can require yourself to be accountable to others, but don’t expect accountability from others to you. You can require yourself to be nice to other, but don’t expect the same from others to you. When ever you decide to treat others, remember they won’t necessary do the same in return. You must be very clear on this, or you’ll be very disappointed unnecessarily.
8. There’s no free lunch in the world.
I’ve been buying the Lotto for almost twenty years, but still poor. I had never got the third prize even once. So remember, you have to work hard to be successful. There’s no free lunch in the world.
9. You got your family by karma and it happens only once.
Please treasure every moment we spend together, because we don’t know how long it will last. After this lifetime, we won’t see each other anymore.
Your Father"
"Michael Leung, a famous TV Host and MC/DJ in Hong Kong , is also a child psychotherapist. The a letter that he had for his son is quite moving. It would not only provide a guideline for children, but also benefit for all ages.
My Son, I’m writing this list based on three fundamentals:
- Life is unpredictable. No one knows how long we’re going to live, so some things are better said earlier than later.
- I’m your father. I’d be the only one to tell you these things.
- Everything on this list came from my own experience. I learnt them the hard way, and hopefully that’ll save some unnecessary steps in your life. .
1. To people who are unkind to you, don’t sweat it.
Through your lifetime, no one is obligated to be nice to you, besides your mom and me. As for the people who are kind to you, treasure them, be grateful, but at the same time, be extra cautious. Everyone does everything for a reason. When someone is nice to you, it doesn’t mean they like you. You need to be able to see through the surface, instead of making them your true friends immediately. （
2. No one is irreplaceable, and nothing is indispensable.
With that in mind, even when you lose the people or things that you love and treasure the most, in the future, you need to understand that it’s not that big of a deal.
3. Life is short.
While you’re wasting it today, you’ll realize you’re at the end of it tomorrow. So the earlier you start to treasure your life, the earlier you can enjoy it. Instead of hoping for longevity, start to live life fully early.
4. The thing called “The Best Love”, or “The One”, doesn’t exist.
Love is a feeling of moments. It will definitely changes over time and moods. If your so-called “Best Love” left you, please be patient and let time heals your wounds. Through time, your heart will come to peace and your pain will ease. Don’t over expect the beauty of Love, nor over exaggerate the pain when you lose it.
5.You can start from nothing to your name, but you can go nowhere if you are not fully prepared.
Although a lot of successful people received high education, you might not be successful if you don't study hard. The knowledge you consume will become your weapon. You can start from nothing to your name, but you can go nowhere if you are not fully prepared. Never forget that!
6. I don’t expect you to support me for rest of my life, so I’m not going to do the same for you either.
When you’re grown enough to be independent, it will be the end of my responsibilities to you. From that point, it’s completely your own responsibilities and decisions, whether to take the bus or drive a Benz, or whether to eat shark fins or rice noodle.
7. When ever you decide to treat others, remember they won’t necessary do the same in return.
You can require yourself to be accountable to others, but don’t expect accountability from others to you. You can require yourself to be nice to other, but don’t expect the same from others to you. When ever you decide to treat others, remember they won’t necessary do the same in return. You must be very clear on this, or you’ll be very disappointed unnecessarily.
8. There’s no free lunch in the world.
I’ve been buying the Lotto for almost twenty years, but still poor. I had never got the third prize even once. So remember, you have to work hard to be successful. There’s no free lunch in the world.
9. You got your family by karma and it happens only once.
Please treasure every moment we spend together, because we don’t know how long it will last. After this lifetime, we won’t see each other anymore.
Your Father"
Sunday, July 8, 2012
This day I woke up, surrounded by my notes and papers, feeling the cool breeze from the morning on my face, I felt truly grateful and happy for how far I had come. I must always remember this feeling and to hold the happiness within.
I have been blessed with some of the most amazing people in my life *pixies* as belluspuera would call them. I love that expression of hers. Truly i have been blessed with some of the most wonderful people in my life.
my bday wish to myself this year =)
My birthday month has started off with quite a blast. I had two loads of cuppycakes (bought lovingly by sis and mum) and the company of my beautiful family over fabulous dim sum on my actual day. Bday wishes and calls from loved ones were aplenty =) and I am looking forward to more gatherings with these *pixies* before i can do up a full bday post.
I had used this blog to document my healing journey.. and whilst i cannot put an end as to when it will end, I also wanna remember to be grateful for all that i have and use it to record happy things as well. #thesecret =)
Look at what i have received from two of my faeries (C & KD) and a surprise additional gift from Yventually's lucky giveaway (the secret works!) so far! I had not expected anything for my bday this year, just quiet celebrations with my dear ones as i celebrate the birth of another year filled with adventures for me (i hope) But then who doesn't like presents? :
Here's to a year filled with cuppycakes (super craving Plain Vanilla's red velvet and 12Cupcakes' Peanut butter choc now!) and fantabulous experiences! Anyone who buys me cuppycakes will make me a happy gal instantly =) #iamsoeasytoplease
I have been blessed with some of the most amazing people in my life *pixies* as belluspuera would call them. I love that expression of hers. Truly i have been blessed with some of the most wonderful people in my life.
My birthday month has started off with quite a blast. I had two loads of cuppycakes (bought lovingly by sis and mum) and the company of my beautiful family over fabulous dim sum on my actual day. Bday wishes and calls from loved ones were aplenty =) and I am looking forward to more gatherings with these *pixies* before i can do up a full bday post.
I had used this blog to document my healing journey.. and whilst i cannot put an end as to when it will end, I also wanna remember to be grateful for all that i have and use it to record happy things as well. #thesecret =)
Look at what i have received from two of my faeries (C & KD) and a surprise additional gift from Yventually's lucky giveaway (the secret works!) so far! I had not expected anything for my bday this year, just quiet celebrations with my dear ones as i celebrate the birth of another year filled with adventures for me (i hope) But then who doesn't like presents? :
Here's to a year filled with cuppycakes (super craving Plain Vanilla's red velvet and 12Cupcakes' Peanut butter choc now!) and fantabulous experiences! Anyone who buys me cuppycakes will make me a happy gal instantly =) #iamsoeasytoplease
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Attuned..
I'm kind of ... relieved? I spilt out what was making me unhappy/tied down/uncomfortable and as i am listening to my feelings now, though there is still discomfort at doing something that i'm not used to/something that seems abrasive, i am kinda happier/freer/less burdened.
I must do more of it and keep all the unhappiness at bay. Be more adept at expressing my feelings, and dispel the negativity. Oh The Secret! Pls fill my life with your goodness =)
Before that, as i get attuned to my feelings, i can still feel the wound.. it is still oozing negativity, hence i really cannot afford to have people keep provoking it by adding on to the negativity by saying how dissatisfactory/lacking i am. Cos i know i am not. I am human. I have feelings and i am entitled to them. I just need to plant more good stuff so the wound can close up in time =)
I must do more of it and keep all the unhappiness at bay. Be more adept at expressing my feelings, and dispel the negativity. Oh The Secret! Pls fill my life with your goodness =)
Before that, as i get attuned to my feelings, i can still feel the wound.. it is still oozing negativity, hence i really cannot afford to have people keep provoking it by adding on to the negativity by saying how dissatisfactory/lacking i am. Cos i know i am not. I am human. I have feelings and i am entitled to them. I just need to plant more good stuff so the wound can close up in time =)
Monday, June 11, 2012
Sunday, June 10, 2012
Sunday, June 3, 2012
I did wonder if my actions are a little drastic.. that i choose to cut people off my life. But in time, i think i would come to realise: To those who understand without questions are the ones that matter. The ones who do not understand I seriously don't have to explain myself. Even if no one understands, i should think if what i do is what I myself am happy with.
That settles it.
That settles it.
Friday, May 25, 2012
A bimbotic post
I've been wanting to change my look for a while, and of course, the hair, being the crown of our head/body, is the first to make a change. After all, honestly, it makes or breaks your look and overall feel. Humans are visual creatures, and the face/hair is the first most's eyes are drawn to.
Though I really much prefer my fuss-free routine of straight rebonded hair that do not require much styling or fussing about, the length of it is really making my hair weigh down and it is looking more and more limp and flat. I just look very tired overall. I had to look for a hairstyle that can introduce more volume to my hair, and this was what came up in my google search:
These two blogshop models had the voluminous korean-girl-like hair i was looking for. Plus the first one, Beatrice Tan, had the same limp hair problem as I did. She did this thing called a texture perm to achieve the effect as seen in the pic. I have also heard of this hair technology from Korea called volume rebonding that is supposed to give a similar effect.
My sis is usually the researcher when it comes to haircuts. I stuck to my Yew Tee stylist for 5 yrs under her recommendation. But lately, she found a new one online whom she had been raving about.. His haircuts are supposed to be superb and he gave my sis a fringe so fab that she doesn't even trim it herself anymore, but rather pay the guy to do it. Mind you, she's quite a stinge on this. Im not usu so keen on male stylists ever since one butchered my hair with some blade. But i know how fussy my sis is with regards to haircuts, so I can trust her judgment enough. And he is a one-scissors man, just like my Yew Tee stylist. Using one pair of scissors with no other tools or blades calls for true skill. That is one thing i am very particular about as well to anyone who touches my hair.
Armed with the determination to get a new look with volume, we headed to Twister Salon at Tampines One. The new (and permanent for now) stylist is Kason Kiu (who is not gay and just recently got married). My sis did alot research on him online and decided to try him out based on the good reviews not just by sponsored bloggers. I have this thing about salons who sponsor alot bloggers too.. Cos i feel they only give their best to the bloggers to bring in business and then do shitwork on normal customers. That was also a reason i was apprehensive about trying Salon Vim though they did the texture perm on the gal above and i felt it was what i was looking for. But this Kason is apparently endorsed even by normal people who aren't sponsored. Hence the decision to try him out.
Byeeee Long Limp hair.. This is the longest I have ever reached, and fact realised is: too long hair doesn't suit me. It seems my hair gets lesser and lesser as it grows longer. OMG How i envy those with thick manes! But it's a world that is never satisfied. I have gfs with thick hair who likes my long limp straight hair.
Transformation time: This is already post-haircut and boy, am i happy with my new fringe cut. The haircut he gave me already gave me a more refreshed look. He really knows how to cut to frame your face. His fringe cuts are out of the world. If anyone is unconvinced, can give him a shot. The fringe cut is only 5 bucks and a whole haircut is 40bucks.
My sis couldn't stop laughing at this process. It looked as though i was in a mental hospital with all the wires stuck to me to give me a brain electrocution process. Or like a lab rat.
Tadahhh curls and volume. My sis made me take this act-chio pic fluffing up my hair.
Helloooo volume!
I gotta say, the first look wasn't a good impression, i was just unused to the look of curls on my head and worried that i might look aunty. Styling it is important here, and i was taught a few tricks by the stylist. Yeah, need to spend time. No more fuss-free routine.. That's what i have to do for limp hair.
Side-by-side photo grid of before and after.
I am definitely satisfied with the haircut and the new look. The curls took me a while to get used to.. and it's already growing on me.
How to not love this?!
Princessy curls, taken from back view by sis. Super pwetty, and my real hair! haha.. My hair looks brown here, and I haven't dyed for yrssss... The curls won't last i know, but i gonna make them last while they can!
Though I really much prefer my fuss-free routine of straight rebonded hair that do not require much styling or fussing about, the length of it is really making my hair weigh down and it is looking more and more limp and flat. I just look very tired overall. I had to look for a hairstyle that can introduce more volume to my hair, and this was what came up in my google search:
These two blogshop models had the voluminous korean-girl-like hair i was looking for. Plus the first one, Beatrice Tan, had the same limp hair problem as I did. She did this thing called a texture perm to achieve the effect as seen in the pic. I have also heard of this hair technology from Korea called volume rebonding that is supposed to give a similar effect.
My sis is usually the researcher when it comes to haircuts. I stuck to my Yew Tee stylist for 5 yrs under her recommendation. But lately, she found a new one online whom she had been raving about.. His haircuts are supposed to be superb and he gave my sis a fringe so fab that she doesn't even trim it herself anymore, but rather pay the guy to do it. Mind you, she's quite a stinge on this. Im not usu so keen on male stylists ever since one butchered my hair with some blade. But i know how fussy my sis is with regards to haircuts, so I can trust her judgment enough. And he is a one-scissors man, just like my Yew Tee stylist. Using one pair of scissors with no other tools or blades calls for true skill. That is one thing i am very particular about as well to anyone who touches my hair.
Armed with the determination to get a new look with volume, we headed to Twister Salon at Tampines One. The new (and permanent for now) stylist is Kason Kiu (who is not gay
My sis couldn't stop laughing at this process. It looked as though i was in a mental hospital with all the wires stuck to me to give me a brain electrocution process. Or like a lab rat.
I gotta say, the first look wasn't a good impression, i was just unused to the look of curls on my head and worried that i might look aunty. Styling it is important here, and i was taught a few tricks by the stylist. Yeah, need to spend time. No more fuss-free routine.. That's what i have to do for limp hair.
I am definitely satisfied with the haircut and the new look. The curls took me a while to get used to.. and it's already growing on me.
Princessy curls, taken from back view by sis. Super pwetty, and my real hair! haha.. My hair looks brown here, and I haven't dyed for yrssss... The curls won't last i know, but i gonna make them last while they can!
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
On yoga's connection to life
I am very thankful for my weekly yoga sessions.. thankful to find a good yoga teacher who takes her time to correct everyone's positions and makes sure her lessons benefit all. Some of the ladies in the class are nice too.. Smiles and greets and one even let me queue in front of her when we were paying for our next course.. I just wanna document each little thing i remember and am grateful for daily.
Today's yoga lesson was enlightening. I had already facebook'ed it, but just want to journal it for my own remembrance:
1) Finding space within your positions akin to allowing space to receive optimism on life's upsets
2) Discovering something new in your positions with each practice
3) Focus on forceful exhalation in breathing to expel negative energy and thoughts
I am starting to really ♥ yoga for all the healing and lessons it has imparted to me. Enlightening 1.5 hours every week.
I think the most useful lesson is the forceful exhalation, (i cannot find the proper yoga name it is called), where one has to use the stomach muscles to forcefully exhale through the nostrils. The teacher said that such an exercise may cause some dizziness for some, but it is a very useful exercise to enable one to focus on the breathing and expel all other thoughts in one's mind because one is so focused on the exhaling. Negative energy and thoughts are expelled in this manner too.. I must remember to do it once a day or every other day.
As i enter my 6th or 7th lesson, i find it easier to do certain stretches and positions.. in the correct employment of my muscles.. of course there are parts of my body that seem to ache in the wrong places, like my knee joint, but can really feel the overall wellbeing of the mind and body. Yoga has really been a great healer to me this period.
Today's lesson was also about yoga's connection to life. How to find space in my positions to receive positive energy and enable a better stretch, just like how in life, one cannot close up too much of one's heart when upsets happen but instead be open to receive optimism and a broader perspective.
This suddenly occurred to me on my way home today.. I was quietly leafing through my thoughts and I realised that i cannot remember the exact date of the M saga.. I roughly remember the period it happened in, but i cannot remember the exact date.. I used to remember it for a few years after it happened, and i remembered how i used to tense up and wince and get all irritz when the "anniversry" of the event comes close. However I have arrived at the stage where I cannot even remember the dates and memories of our times spent together are blurry... So it shows that time can really do its job by healing for me.
I have been remembering this saga by monthsaries.. and it's been 4 months. I look forward to the day when everything becomes a blur, where it comes to a stage where it just ceases to nothing but a distant memory of the past for me.
Have to thank G for recommending me to go for it during that period =)
Today's yoga lesson was enlightening. I had already facebook'ed it, but just want to journal it for my own remembrance:
1) Finding space within your positions akin to allowing space to receive optimism on life's upsets
2) Discovering something new in your positions with each practice
3) Focus on forceful exhalation in breathing to expel negative energy and thoughts
I am starting to really ♥ yoga for all the healing and lessons it has imparted to me. Enlightening 1.5 hours every week.
I think the most useful lesson is the forceful exhalation, (i cannot find the proper yoga name it is called), where one has to use the stomach muscles to forcefully exhale through the nostrils. The teacher said that such an exercise may cause some dizziness for some, but it is a very useful exercise to enable one to focus on the breathing and expel all other thoughts in one's mind because one is so focused on the exhaling. Negative energy and thoughts are expelled in this manner too.. I must remember to do it once a day or every other day.
As i enter my 6th or 7th lesson, i find it easier to do certain stretches and positions.. in the correct employment of my muscles.. of course there are parts of my body that seem to ache in the wrong places, like my knee joint, but can really feel the overall wellbeing of the mind and body. Yoga has really been a great healer to me this period.
Today's lesson was also about yoga's connection to life. How to find space in my positions to receive positive energy and enable a better stretch, just like how in life, one cannot close up too much of one's heart when upsets happen but instead be open to receive optimism and a broader perspective.
This suddenly occurred to me on my way home today.. I was quietly leafing through my thoughts and I realised that i cannot remember the exact date of the M saga.. I roughly remember the period it happened in, but i cannot remember the exact date.. I used to remember it for a few years after it happened, and i remembered how i used to tense up and wince and get all irritz when the "anniversry" of the event comes close. However I have arrived at the stage where I cannot even remember the dates and memories of our times spent together are blurry... So it shows that time can really do its job by healing for me.
I have been remembering this saga by monthsaries.. and it's been 4 months. I look forward to the day when everything becomes a blur, where it comes to a stage where it just ceases to nothing but a distant memory of the past for me.
Have to thank G for recommending me to go for it during that period =)
Friday, May 18, 2012
On Motivation and Sweet thoughtfulness
I've been quite stressed out this couple of days.. As the students' results start coming back, it's like getting my half-year appraisal, of sorts. Whilst results do not determine everything, in my line of work, it does serve as a sort of work-appraisal.. Has my methods/efforts worked for the student?
The compilation thus far has been mediocre.. I have a fair share of students who have shown improvement, but also a number who have not done as well. I was on tenterhooks.. teethering on the edge.. then came the evaluations, parents' feedback and requests.. Very luckily for me, this period is not a matter of who should be responsible or be blamed, unlike in some areas of work i know. I hope that means my communication skills with the parents have improved some these 2 years.. We are looking for solutions and not who to blame. I also have to be thankful that for the families i have worked with long enough, the parents have enough trust in me and also are the understanding kind. Of course, that does not mean i can shirk my own responsibility just because the parents are not the i-blame-u sort. Hence that explains the stress i put upon myself and my quality of work.
It was only till midday today whilst i was in the midst of messaging conversations with parents that i took a step back and realised what a good learning point this can be. I have been rather lethargic recently due to the lull in my work. It seems i have exhausted my resources and i am facing a period of stagnancy where I do not feel i can do more. This has happened to push me back onto the motivational platform again, which reminded me of when i first started out and was going through that crazy busy period of resourcing and reading up loads of materials to establish myself and hone my skills. I can do this again! Resources are limitless.. I can look for more ways to sharpen my skills. This has happened to give me the much-needed push. =)
Perhaps this is what they mean by seeing every moment as a challenge instead of a struggle. I read a very appropriate article that JC posted on Facebook today:
http://www.purposefairy.com/4899/15-powerful-things-happy-people-do-differently/
*****
Came home today feeling abit tired out and weary and saw a brown package waiting for me.
OMG a care package from my dear ZT... filled with some of my fave things.. star-themed! and a really sweet note. I almost teared when i read it. =) thankew gal u have no idea how much your care package was a booster to me =)
It's been a while since i received such care packages.. i rem back in schooldays, it's sth my friends and i always did for each other from time to time (i rem receiving a handmade container of 500 hearts folded from bus tickets from my partner in school during a rough period) when emails and technology weren't all the rage. Nowadays, it's so rare to receive something someone really goes out of his/her way to prepare for you with you specially in mind. I was really touched by ZT's gesture. And it really came in at a very good time, when i was feeling rather down and stressed out. I guess gifts is really my love language. My heart is so easily won by such sweet gifts. It doesn't even have to be expensive, just have to be with me in mind =)
I love u ZT, and you are the blessing i wanna thank for today =)
The compilation thus far has been mediocre.. I have a fair share of students who have shown improvement, but also a number who have not done as well. I was on tenterhooks.. teethering on the edge.. then came the evaluations, parents' feedback and requests.. Very luckily for me, this period is not a matter of who should be responsible or be blamed, unlike in some areas of work i know. I hope that means my communication skills with the parents have improved some these 2 years.. We are looking for solutions and not who to blame. I also have to be thankful that for the families i have worked with long enough, the parents have enough trust in me and also are the understanding kind. Of course, that does not mean i can shirk my own responsibility just because the parents are not the i-blame-u sort. Hence that explains the stress i put upon myself and my quality of work.
It was only till midday today whilst i was in the midst of messaging conversations with parents that i took a step back and realised what a good learning point this can be. I have been rather lethargic recently due to the lull in my work. It seems i have exhausted my resources and i am facing a period of stagnancy where I do not feel i can do more. This has happened to push me back onto the motivational platform again, which reminded me of when i first started out and was going through that crazy busy period of resourcing and reading up loads of materials to establish myself and hone my skills. I can do this again! Resources are limitless.. I can look for more ways to sharpen my skills. This has happened to give me the much-needed push. =)
Perhaps this is what they mean by seeing every moment as a challenge instead of a struggle. I read a very appropriate article that JC posted on Facebook today:
http://www.purposefairy.com/4899/15-powerful-things-happy-people-do-differently/
*****
Came home today feeling abit tired out and weary and saw a brown package waiting for me.
OMG a care package from my dear ZT... filled with some of my fave things.. star-themed! and a really sweet note. I almost teared when i read it. =) thankew gal u have no idea how much your care package was a booster to me =)
It's been a while since i received such care packages.. i rem back in schooldays, it's sth my friends and i always did for each other from time to time (i rem receiving a handmade container of 500 hearts folded from bus tickets from my partner in school during a rough period) when emails and technology weren't all the rage. Nowadays, it's so rare to receive something someone really goes out of his/her way to prepare for you with you specially in mind. I was really touched by ZT's gesture. And it really came in at a very good time, when i was feeling rather down and stressed out. I guess gifts is really my love language. My heart is so easily won by such sweet gifts. It doesn't even have to be expensive, just have to be with me in mind =)
I love u ZT, and you are the blessing i wanna thank for today =)
Thursday, May 17, 2012
On Inspired Brands and Relationships
I had an interesting (and usual) conversation with my sis today on the topic of inspired (she calls them "fakes", despite the fact that inspired means modelled after without the brand's logo) brands versus the real thang.. My sis is obviously very much the "real thing or nothing" gal (i have a couple of gfs like her) whilst I belong to the category who prefers to pay a fraction of the cost for an inspired brand which is just as well made and looks almost or close enough to the real thing, to the point i had friends asking me if it is actually the real thing.
I had just purchased some YSL Arty-inspired rings from online and she was all like, the real thing is only 300+, get the real thing! I replied with my usual answer, No way. I simply cannot plonk a 3-4 digit sum down for something that isn't an icon (that said, i think the only icon worth paying for is the Chanel, it's simply a classic) or something I will grow tired of after a while. I love variety in my accessories and bags, which explains why I cannot just pay a 4-fig sum for a real Celine, or a Bal. I will not fully utilise its cost, given my bag-changing rate. Wallet i can justify, as one is not likely to transfer wallets all day long. Bags, i like to match to my outfit, hence I change from day to day according to my mood and outfit of the day.
That got me thinking. I enjoy variety in my dressing: my clothes, my bags, accessories and even hairstyles (for friends who have been with me long enough, they have seen me with hair even shorter than some guys). My logic is, I only live once, and hence I must try it all out! If only i can apply this to more emotional aspects of my life, then perhaps I would not always get so stuck when I face a human relationship crux. If only i can abandon my feelings or move on with the same reckless abandon i pay to my stuff ( i just discarded / passed on another two bags today - one of which used to be my fave clutch of all time), things would be so much easier for me. Unfortunately my attention to anything that requires that hot bloodred blood pumping organ in my chest is as one-tracked as the devotion my sis pays to LV.
So i backtracked abit and thought, if i had paid a 4-figure sum for that clutch, would i have passed it on with such little feeling? Perhaps not. Same goes for relationships I guess. The more time/efforts/heart a person invests, the more s/he is likely to hold on hoping for a better tomorrow.
Perhaps I also know i am unable to pay so much for a brand and would rather content my lust still with an inspired. At least I get to fulfil my lust. I cannot see the value in a brand, so i would rather settle for the lesser as it involves lesser heartache when the object eventually wears and tears. So i pay the price i think is worth for the inspired, which is usually a 2-digit sum. A fraction of the 4-digit sum only! Problem solved. I satisfied my lust. I paid the price. I can move on fairly well when it eventually wears and tears without too much heartache for the price i paid.
The values we can attach to material stuff cannot always apply to human relationships though.
I cannot hope to restrict my feelings and give the worth I think it is worth in a relationship when I am in love. When i am in love, it is not about paying $50 when I think it's worth $50 and $100,000 when i think it's worth $100,000. When i am in love, I give all my fortunes out. Such people are stupid some would say. But that is why they say love is blind.
I also cannot just fulfil my lust. (i mean, physically)
However the one value i have towards inspireds is one thing i had always done when it comes to matters of the heart. I have always settled for less. My logic tells me I cannot settle for less in a relationship (even if i can settle for less in material brands). But my heart always told me to settle for less because i probably do not deserve more. I have treated my heart the same way I buy an inspired (just settle for it because you cannot have the real thing), forgetting that my heart is actually the most priceless treasure of all, (Even as I am typing this, i am doubtful of myself still.. GAWD.. Old habits die hard) and should be treated with even more prudence than i treat my bank account.
Hence when the price is paid and the relationship wears and tears, the heartache lingers. For a long long time. Because the price tag had been an exorbitant one.
That is why they always say self-love is the highest regard you can pay to yourself. It is true. A gal who always puts herself first, pampers herself first, loves herself first, gets the sort of relationship many can only hanker and dream about eventually.
Perhaps I should start to learn to direct my one-track devotion to the real thing soon. Then Chanel will stop living in the back of my mind and become a reality soon =)
i will still continue to pursue my love for designer brands through inspired brands. But i will not feel guilty for buying that real 500+ Prada wallet that i treated myself to.
Ultimately this is my attitude towards fashion. I want to have that beautiful design, but i am not going to beat myself up if i cannot afford the 4-digit price tag. If the inspired pleases me, i will still have my cake. Yes this one can settle for less.
Likewise, i have paid the price emotionally. I can stop beating myself up and direct more punishments on the already-badly-wounded heart. And start restoring it with more self-love. I have to listen to the message its feeble voice is trying to carry to me. No you cannot settle for less here. I am your priceless. Treat me well.
I just have to be careful not to intermix the attitude i have towards fashion with the attitude towards relationships. Just as I am very aware of my one-track devotion in relationships, I have to be very aware not to settle for less again.
Photo credits: http://www.somestylest.com/2012/03/quiet-riot.html
I had just purchased some YSL Arty-inspired rings from online and she was all like, the real thing is only 300+, get the real thing! I replied with my usual answer, No way. I simply cannot plonk a 3-4 digit sum down for something that isn't an icon (that said, i think the only icon worth paying for is the Chanel, it's simply a classic) or something I will grow tired of after a while. I love variety in my accessories and bags, which explains why I cannot just pay a 4-fig sum for a real Celine, or a Bal. I will not fully utilise its cost, given my bag-changing rate. Wallet i can justify, as one is not likely to transfer wallets all day long. Bags, i like to match to my outfit, hence I change from day to day according to my mood and outfit of the day.
That got me thinking. I enjoy variety in my dressing: my clothes, my bags, accessories and even hairstyles (for friends who have been with me long enough, they have seen me with hair even shorter than some guys). My logic is, I only live once, and hence I must try it all out! If only i can apply this to more emotional aspects of my life, then perhaps I would not always get so stuck when I face a human relationship crux. If only i can abandon my feelings or move on with the same reckless abandon i pay to my stuff ( i just discarded / passed on another two bags today - one of which used to be my fave clutch of all time), things would be so much easier for me. Unfortunately my attention to anything that requires that hot bloodred blood pumping organ in my chest is as one-tracked as the devotion my sis pays to LV.
So i backtracked abit and thought, if i had paid a 4-figure sum for that clutch, would i have passed it on with such little feeling? Perhaps not. Same goes for relationships I guess. The more time/efforts/heart a person invests, the more s/he is likely to hold on hoping for a better tomorrow.
Perhaps I also know i am unable to pay so much for a brand and would rather content my lust still with an inspired. At least I get to fulfil my lust. I cannot see the value in a brand, so i would rather settle for the lesser as it involves lesser heartache when the object eventually wears and tears. So i pay the price i think is worth for the inspired, which is usually a 2-digit sum. A fraction of the 4-digit sum only! Problem solved. I satisfied my lust. I paid the price. I can move on fairly well when it eventually wears and tears without too much heartache for the price i paid.
The values we can attach to material stuff cannot always apply to human relationships though.
I cannot hope to restrict my feelings and give the worth I think it is worth in a relationship when I am in love. When i am in love, it is not about paying $50 when I think it's worth $50 and $100,000 when i think it's worth $100,000. When i am in love, I give all my fortunes out. Such people are stupid some would say. But that is why they say love is blind.
I also cannot just fulfil my lust. (i mean, physically)
However the one value i have towards inspireds is one thing i had always done when it comes to matters of the heart. I have always settled for less. My logic tells me I cannot settle for less in a relationship (even if i can settle for less in material brands). But my heart always told me to settle for less because i probably do not deserve more. I have treated my heart the same way I buy an inspired (just settle for it because you cannot have the real thing), forgetting that my heart is actually the most priceless treasure of all, (Even as I am typing this, i am doubtful of myself still.. GAWD.. Old habits die hard) and should be treated with even more prudence than i treat my bank account.
Hence when the price is paid and the relationship wears and tears, the heartache lingers. For a long long time. Because the price tag had been an exorbitant one.
That is why they always say self-love is the highest regard you can pay to yourself. It is true. A gal who always puts herself first, pampers herself first, loves herself first, gets the sort of relationship many can only hanker and dream about eventually.
Perhaps I should start to learn to direct my one-track devotion to the real thing soon. Then Chanel will stop living in the back of my mind and become a reality soon =)
i will still continue to pursue my love for designer brands through inspired brands. But i will not feel guilty for buying that real 500+ Prada wallet that i treated myself to.
Ultimately this is my attitude towards fashion. I want to have that beautiful design, but i am not going to beat myself up if i cannot afford the 4-digit price tag. If the inspired pleases me, i will still have my cake. Yes this one can settle for less.
Likewise, i have paid the price emotionally. I can stop beating myself up and direct more punishments on the already-badly-wounded heart. And start restoring it with more self-love. I have to listen to the message its feeble voice is trying to carry to me. No you cannot settle for less here. I am your priceless. Treat me well.
I just have to be careful not to intermix the attitude i have towards fashion with the attitude towards relationships. Just as I am very aware of my one-track devotion in relationships, I have to be very aware not to settle for less again.
Photo credits: http://www.somestylest.com/2012/03/quiet-riot.html
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
The magic moment - Paulo Coelho
Read this on Paulo Coelho's blog, which was pretty apt after I blogged about happiness and disappointments yesterday. This man can really put words in context.
The magic moment
The magic moment
On Happiness and Disappointments..
So I woke up this morning to K's message that our Korea trip was off, as her colleague's friend sold the incentive tix without his knowledge (explaining why my redemption last fri did not go well.. I kinda had a bad feeling then but tot it would work out as long as we procured the redemption letter. Once again, i gotta trust my uncanny instincts on such matters). It was super disappointing, and i wanted to go for morning swim with sis to swim off the frustration, but minutes after we got out the house, it started drizzling and distant thunder was heard in the background, so we had to head back. Annoyingly forty-five mins later, the sun came out again! Urgh.. when it rains, it always pours. (metaphorically)
I was really upset cos i was looking forward to the break.. but as comforting msgs came in and I watched the weather change, I realised that the recent disappointments had kinda shored me up abit. The feelings come and go.. I was very disappointed, but it isn't worth wasting my entire day mulling or wallowing over (rem G's words). I realised that as long as i changed my thinking, that was really all it took. So i cheered myself up (after making all my whatsapp complaints), decided there must have been a good reason that this has happened, better things will come up, and went for a movie with my sisters. Johnny Depp was gorgeously funny in Dark Shadows =)
We can look out for better deals, and i can save more moolah, even treat myself to a nice treat (partly to make up for the disappointment) and then the day becomes better. I was just reading this article in an old 8Days mag, and a celeb said sth on relationships that we all would be well-acquainted with but i decided to document here as a journal memory:
"The split taught me that you can't have an existence where you cannot survive without another person. Your partner's job is not to make you happy. That's your job. Furthermore, the happier you are on your own, the more likely you'll find someone who can come into your life to share it."
I remember G telling me that i must remember that i cannot be afraid of being alone, of loneliness. As humans are made to procreate and come together, this can be a difficult concept to accept. Whilst it is true that I do want someone by my side at the end of the day, i realise i cannot truly achieve that nor attract that kind of energy as long as i dun learn the secret of being happy on my own and lead a fulfilling life myself. It's uncomfortable stimes and i get people telling me or feeling that i should not be always lost in reflective thoughts or being by myself too much, but i know i need to.
I will still hang out with people when i want to. But as i spent time by myself, like today, watching a couple vids on a variety show, and dressing up a toy boutique shop, i enjoyed and savoured the peace of just doing my activities.
I also read some interesting thoughts on happiness off this novel sis lent me recently:
'The old monk said, "The basic mistake people make is to think that happiness is the goal!"'
'If you try to achieve it, you have every chance of failing.'
'Because they tended to believe that what they thought was reality and that was often not the case.'
I cheated abit and skipped to the last quote at the back.. so i think i still need to read the entire novel to comprehend it better.
If we stop seeing happiness as a goal, and start enjoying what we do, i guess eventually that's where happiness comes in, unconsciously.
I was really upset cos i was looking forward to the break.. but as comforting msgs came in and I watched the weather change, I realised that the recent disappointments had kinda shored me up abit. The feelings come and go.. I was very disappointed, but it isn't worth wasting my entire day mulling or wallowing over (rem G's words). I realised that as long as i changed my thinking, that was really all it took. So i cheered myself up (after making all my whatsapp complaints), decided there must have been a good reason that this has happened, better things will come up, and went for a movie with my sisters. Johnny Depp was gorgeously funny in Dark Shadows =)
We can look out for better deals, and i can save more moolah, even treat myself to a nice treat (partly to make up for the disappointment) and then the day becomes better. I was just reading this article in an old 8Days mag, and a celeb said sth on relationships that we all would be well-acquainted with but i decided to document here as a journal memory:
"The split taught me that you can't have an existence where you cannot survive without another person. Your partner's job is not to make you happy. That's your job. Furthermore, the happier you are on your own, the more likely you'll find someone who can come into your life to share it."
I remember G telling me that i must remember that i cannot be afraid of being alone, of loneliness. As humans are made to procreate and come together, this can be a difficult concept to accept. Whilst it is true that I do want someone by my side at the end of the day, i realise i cannot truly achieve that nor attract that kind of energy as long as i dun learn the secret of being happy on my own and lead a fulfilling life myself. It's uncomfortable stimes and i get people telling me or feeling that i should not be always lost in reflective thoughts or being by myself too much, but i know i need to.
I will still hang out with people when i want to. But as i spent time by myself, like today, watching a couple vids on a variety show, and dressing up a toy boutique shop, i enjoyed and savoured the peace of just doing my activities.
I also read some interesting thoughts on happiness off this novel sis lent me recently:
'The old monk said, "The basic mistake people make is to think that happiness is the goal!"'
'If you try to achieve it, you have every chance of failing.'
'Because they tended to believe that what they thought was reality and that was often not the case.'
I cheated abit and skipped to the last quote at the back.. so i think i still need to read the entire novel to comprehend it better.
If we stop seeing happiness as a goal, and start enjoying what we do, i guess eventually that's where happiness comes in, unconsciously.
Saturday, May 12, 2012
My lovely G sent me a really sweet message tonight, and I would like to journal it here, so that I would read back when I need it for a reminder or pillar of strength. Thanks G:
Hmm was re-reading some of my writings and thoughts. And just thought I share with you, amongst others, this little paragraph that I used to say or write every night;
"should my life be taken from me tonight, I'm thankful blessed and happy that I've lived today the way today lived out to be." hope this applies to you too;) sleep tight tonight!
-G (in her exact words)
I will remember to thank the present/gift of today =)
Hmm was re-reading some of my writings and thoughts. And just thought I share with you, amongst others, this little paragraph that I used to say or write every night;
"should my life be taken from me tonight, I'm thankful blessed and happy that I've lived today the way today lived out to be." hope this applies to you too;) sleep tight tonight!
-G (in her exact words)
I will remember to thank the present/gift of today =)
Thursday, May 10, 2012
I love what i read in Melania Tonia's ebook on "How to align your emotion with logic" today.. As i read, i reflected. Feelings of pain and fear and anxiety still grip me, but i no longer want to run or escape or distract from them. Because the acceptance now will mean a better healing, a true healing.
I realise the running away or avoidance do not help. And although i may not have all my answers now, i think at least now from her book, i can better understand what is the meaning to create and trust your Wise Self, rather than rely on others.
And i realise i gotta learn to reject and eject negative people and energies and activities from my life.
Again, the niggling thought of him creeps into my mind.. where i will keep pondering why he would choose to hide me and openly show off that woman on his FB that time. Is it cos i am not worthy? And a lesson in the ebook taught me that once i am aligned with my true Self, i will no longer let what others did or did not do affect me any longer. I hope i can reach that stage soon.
Blogging it all out feels so much better =)
I realise the running away or avoidance do not help. And although i may not have all my answers now, i think at least now from her book, i can better understand what is the meaning to create and trust your Wise Self, rather than rely on others.
And i realise i gotta learn to reject and eject negative people and energies and activities from my life.
Again, the niggling thought of him creeps into my mind.. where i will keep pondering why he would choose to hide me and openly show off that woman on his FB that time. Is it cos i am not worthy? And a lesson in the ebook taught me that once i am aligned with my true Self, i will no longer let what others did or did not do affect me any longer. I hope i can reach that stage soon.
Blogging it all out feels so much better =)
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
Could be the energy shifts, or as i read in an article, the eternal summer state of singapore (unlike countries with 4 seasons, people who live in summer countries tend to hold on and find it difficult to let go of stuff.. people who live in countries with 4 seasons experience change and realise how things are never constant and learn to cherish more), I am feeling that restlessness within. I hear too many people wanting to get out.. wanting to start a new life elsewhere. (Again, read in another article about the short-lived effects of getaways / holidays) And i wonder, is that really a solution?
People tend to only consider the idea of starting life afresh somewhere, and neglect the part of whether they will adjust, or if they might go into another similar hellhole. Starting a new life isn't just about upping and going, and then think that the new life would bring good stuff and they would live happily. Although i have never been abroad for such a long stretch myself, i am still very thankful for my safe and secure life here. The safety and security many of us tend to take for granted.
Of course, life is about grabbing opportunities, and i cannot say that one day i won't up and go if the opportunity presents itself.. But i think that people should just stop seeing "starting a new life" as a way to escape their unhappiness here. Cos if we don't resolve the unhappiness, the unhappiness goes and stays with us wherever we go.
Because of the bout of negative energy i been feeling recently, and also having read some very enlightening books on healthy boundaries and emotion vs logic, i been trying to clear some of the unhealthy things in my life. Tonight did a 'cleanup' on FB.
I did feel abit lost when i realise yest was the last art lesson. I sure hope the monthly meeting works out!! But it will really enable me to save a few hundred bucks and i can afford to do so much more with that money =D such as shopping? haha.. no la.. i also realise my bank account is in quite a sad state for my age and i need to look after it more properly!
Also, thoughts of him and some of the past memories have been bombarding me for the past week or so, in not so healthy a manner. Though i am very conscious of them and just let them flow, i do realise i do not want to keep replaying the scenario in a way that is not going to do me any good. Luckily, LaRoche's "Escaping from the prisons of our minds" came in time. I hope i can find some peace through that.
I do not really like the fact that imagining them in intimacy, or the fact that they get married someday, or she is the one who changes him, do bother me. Whatever happens to him isn't supposed to be part of my reality anymore. My life is so much more than this. Sure. Easier said than done stimes. Esp at times of the month when i get particularly emotional and my mind is not at its strongest to support me logically enough. This is when i have to depend on art and yoga and music to get me through..
Time will heal i know in my case. With plenty of self-loving and minusing of negative energy in my life..
People tend to only consider the idea of starting life afresh somewhere, and neglect the part of whether they will adjust, or if they might go into another similar hellhole. Starting a new life isn't just about upping and going, and then think that the new life would bring good stuff and they would live happily. Although i have never been abroad for such a long stretch myself, i am still very thankful for my safe and secure life here. The safety and security many of us tend to take for granted.
Of course, life is about grabbing opportunities, and i cannot say that one day i won't up and go if the opportunity presents itself.. But i think that people should just stop seeing "starting a new life" as a way to escape their unhappiness here. Cos if we don't resolve the unhappiness, the unhappiness goes and stays with us wherever we go.
Because of the bout of negative energy i been feeling recently, and also having read some very enlightening books on healthy boundaries and emotion vs logic, i been trying to clear some of the unhealthy things in my life. Tonight did a 'cleanup' on FB.
I did feel abit lost when i realise yest was the last art lesson. I sure hope the monthly meeting works out!! But it will really enable me to save a few hundred bucks and i can afford to do so much more with that money =D such as shopping? haha.. no la.. i also realise my bank account is in quite a sad state for my age and i need to look after it more properly!
Also, thoughts of him and some of the past memories have been bombarding me for the past week or so, in not so healthy a manner. Though i am very conscious of them and just let them flow, i do realise i do not want to keep replaying the scenario in a way that is not going to do me any good. Luckily, LaRoche's "Escaping from the prisons of our minds" came in time. I hope i can find some peace through that.
I do not really like the fact that imagining them in intimacy, or the fact that they get married someday, or she is the one who changes him, do bother me. Whatever happens to him isn't supposed to be part of my reality anymore. My life is so much more than this. Sure. Easier said than done stimes. Esp at times of the month when i get particularly emotional and my mind is not at its strongest to support me logically enough. This is when i have to depend on art and yoga and music to get me through..
Time will heal i know in my case. With plenty of self-loving and minusing of negative energy in my life..
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
Sunday, April 29, 2012
"We’ve all heard the warnings and we’ve ignored them. We push our luck. We roll the dice. It’s human nature. When we’re told not to touch something we usually do even if we know better. Maybe because deep down, we’re just asking for trouble.
Our intentions are always pure. We always want to do what’s right but we also have the drive to push boundaries so we’re in danger of taking things too far. We’re told to do no harm while we’re trained to cut you open with a knife. So we do things when we should have let will enough alone because it’s hard to admit when there’s no problem to treat. To let it alone before we make it so much worse. Before we cause such terrible damage.
You can seek the advise of others, surround yourself with trusted advisors but in the end the decision is always yours and yours alone. And when it’s time to act and your all alone, with your back against the wall, the only voice that matters is the one in your head. The one telling you what you probably already knew. The one that’s almost always right."
Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy
Our intentions are always pure. We always want to do what’s right but we also have the drive to push boundaries so we’re in danger of taking things too far. We’re told to do no harm while we’re trained to cut you open with a knife. So we do things when we should have let will enough alone because it’s hard to admit when there’s no problem to treat. To let it alone before we make it so much worse. Before we cause such terrible damage.
You can seek the advise of others, surround yourself with trusted advisors but in the end the decision is always yours and yours alone. And when it’s time to act and your all alone, with your back against the wall, the only voice that matters is the one in your head. The one telling you what you probably already knew. The one that’s almost always right."
Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Ask and I am given, so K said. And I am really given. It has brought me smiles since yesterday! =) Hope it all comes through smoothly.. *details when it is really finalised*
As i was sitting in Starbucks YS today waiting for C to get our Mocca Fraps (they actually ran out of Java Chip cos of an earlier promo leaving us with no choice than Mocca.. how can a conglomerate like Starbucks let this happen???), I realized for a moment in time as i sank into the surroundings and let myself drink in the noise and people-watch idly that i can actually do this - be comfy just being myself amidst the crowd and feel at ease and peace (i think the yoga is really helping). We move at too fast a pace, especially in cities like ours, that we do not even take a moment to space out or idle. And i appreciate every moment i am given to do that.
Picking up the books again, along with my love for reading. I got to watch my health at some time though.. i'm reading too much and watching too much late into the night.. couz is complaining i am keeping unhealthy habits again... But i realize, as time goes by, the adage "time heals all wounds" is really going to work out for me. =)
Signing off with an unfinished color chart i did for art class this week. My life is as such. It isn't complete, but the colors added by other people, will form a heritage of colorful tales for me to reflect and relate in years to come.
As i was sitting in Starbucks YS today waiting for C to get our Mocca Fraps (they actually ran out of Java Chip cos of an earlier promo leaving us with no choice than Mocca.. how can a conglomerate like Starbucks let this happen???), I realized for a moment in time as i sank into the surroundings and let myself drink in the noise and people-watch idly that i can actually do this - be comfy just being myself amidst the crowd and feel at ease and peace (i think the yoga is really helping). We move at too fast a pace, especially in cities like ours, that we do not even take a moment to space out or idle. And i appreciate every moment i am given to do that.
Picking up the books again, along with my love for reading. I got to watch my health at some time though.. i'm reading too much and watching too much late into the night.. couz is complaining i am keeping unhealthy habits again... But i realize, as time goes by, the adage "time heals all wounds" is really going to work out for me. =)
Signing off with an unfinished color chart i did for art class this week. My life is as such. It isn't complete, but the colors added by other people, will form a heritage of colorful tales for me to reflect and relate in years to come.
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Katy Perry - Part Of Me
Love it! Katy Perry in Marines... Love the lyrics too =)
Days like this I want to drive away
Pack my bags and watch your shadow fade
You chewed me up and spit me out
Like I was poison in your mouth
You took my light, you drained me down
That was then and this is now
Now look at me
This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no
This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no
Throw your sticks and stones
Throw your bombs and your blows
But you're not gonna break my soul
This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no
I just wanna throw my phone away
Find out who is really there for me
'Cause you ripped me off, your love was cheap
Was always tearing at the seams
I fell deep and you let me drown
But that was then and this is now
Now look at me
This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no
This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no
Throw your sticks and stones
Throw your bombs and your blows
But you're not gonna break my soul
This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no
Now look at me, I'm sparkling
A firework, a dancing flame
You won't ever put me out again
I'm glowing, oh woah oh
So you can keep the diamond ring
It don't mean nothing anyway
In fact you can keep everything
Yeah, yeah
Except for me
This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no
This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no (away from me)
Throw your sticks and stones
Throw your bombs and your blows
But you're not gonna break my soul
This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no
This is the part of me, no, (away from me)
This is the part of me, me, me, me, me, me, no
Throw your sticks and stones
Throw your bombs and your blows
But you're not gonna break my soul
This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no
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