I'm kind of ... relieved? I spilt out what was making me unhappy/tied down/uncomfortable and as i am listening to my feelings now, though there is still discomfort at doing something that i'm not used to/something that seems abrasive, i am kinda happier/freer/less burdened.
I must do more of it and keep all the unhappiness at bay. Be more adept at expressing my feelings, and dispel the negativity. Oh The Secret! Pls fill my life with your goodness =)
Before that, as i get attuned to my feelings, i can still feel the wound.. it is still oozing negativity, hence i really cannot afford to have people keep provoking it by adding on to the negativity by saying how dissatisfactory/lacking i am. Cos i know i am not. I am human. I have feelings and i am entitled to them. I just need to plant more good stuff so the wound can close up in time =)
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