I dunno whether to feel happie or not. Just enjoy the moment i guess.

心情 down.

淑玲，你没想象中坚强。
淑玲, 你比想象中坚强。

不同的意义， 在一字之差。

For eveything that I have now, I am thankful.

I want to remember every moment i feel this way and record it down.. so here i am =)

Like i was telling flo the other day, i know there's a reason why things turn out the way they are, no matter whether it was what we predicted or unplanned.

I am grateful. For my life.

Feeling that super-alone feeling more than ever this period...

It makes me feel kinda glad in a way that i know nobody really reads this space anymore, not the people i know of anyway.. i think. Yet there are times i do wanna cry out for the attention. But pride and sensibility prevents me from doing so.

I always did think, my kids have no idea how lucky they are to be involved in all the stuffs they are now.. cos i have the feeling.. i'm feeling restless this way cos i dun hv enough to occupy me.

Then again, i know i shun have done tt that time... it's prolly one of the contributing factors to this feeling of super-aloneness..

I just need to work harder to keep the mind occupied. And remind myself not to do stoopiak things when i can't handle the consequences..

Intense emotion overload today...

sweet smses from a couple of youths.. it's always the unexpected that touches you..

reminscient and revelation of those bittersweet memories with a close friend.. it feels good to let it out and look upon them not just as lessons learned, but to clear it within yourself too..

the story of the Prince's Tale.. the chapter in HP that always dissolves me in tears whether it is in print or picture..

Intense emotion overload today.. but i welcome every min of it =)

... needs to learn to stop thinking too much. hoping too much. expecting too much.

Maybe i really dunno how the game is played. That's why i am in this confused state now of not knowing what to expect. Can i don't play games at all?

Haiz. the consequence of being born in the wrong era.

I used to be a worrywart. I worry about balloons flying away even when they are wound around my wrist on strings.

I don't think much has changed since I have grown up.. still a worrywart, more than ever. Think too much.

It doesn't happen often..

But it's one of those nights when I feel scarily , painfully alone.. and I am hanging onto every sms from friends like a life thread, going on a random site to seek attention.. just to give me validation for this existence and distract me a little from the painful loneliness..

So so alone.. wanna hug myself but even my arms are cold..

I need to peace out.

Just Stop Thinking.

I hate it when my mind is in this obsessing drive, especially when subject of obsession isn't worth a damn minute of the obsessing.

Chin up Ling.

You know you are better than this.

On the other side of the coin, perhaps I just need to trivialize this situation.

No Big Deal.

Really?

Quote of the Day: “Sometimes I'm confused by what I think is really obvious. But what I think is really obvious obviously isn't obvious...” Michael Stipe

I am my worst enemy, best motivator, worst nemesis, best advisor..