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Urgh... don't like feeling nothing-to-do-ish.. now the days are just made up of work, home, dinner, tv, sleep. Cos just too drained during the day by work to wanna do anything much other than stone in the evenings. Then weekends are sleep sleep sleep. i need like 10-12 hours sleep a day i swear, and since i don't get them on normal workdays, i just gotta snore my weekends away. Plus i really hate the crowds on weekends, so unless bo-bian, like working friends can only meet on sat, then sat will go out. But to date, i haven't been going out much at all, as everyone's busy busy busy.. so my weekends are spent half at work (when it's my turn for Soccer Club), and in the sack.

I really dunch like how routine my life has become, though I have no issues about being a zai nu, a homey gal. but NOT when i just eat, sleep and watch tv. Am so missing the time when i took the semester off then in uni and i had all the time in the world to daydream and explore my passions. I know i know time is what u make of it, but i'm just tired. I wanna those days when i feel i have all the time in the world and i can do what i like. Way tooo long since i indulged in my hobby of miniature toys, DIY-ing, colouring my pics, doodling or decorating my cosy corners.

Am gonna try to take time off once these upcoming 2 crazy weeks is over for MYSELF. Me-time, here i come!!

And really wanna go join the lyrical hip-hop class on sat! Shall not CHICKEN out again as i did on sat.. was unprepared la. the speed, but after standing there for a while and watching them, it doesn't look as bad as i thought it would be. Not as fast. Making a promise to myself to go challenge my own limits. All the yadda-yadda about i'm still young and all. and more yadda about me dancing like a duck. Shall overcome that!

I really really need to get into more action. Cos i'm becoming a BIGGER homey gal. Have learnt over the years to be comfy with my body shape, but hor, the numbers on the scale and the recent pictures showing the added weight on my body tells me to my face that I MUST DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT least it affects my health. So trying to eat healthier. More soups. However i had already indulged in 2 fast-food meals the past week out of convenience and lateness of eating. I think tracking down my meals and listing them out as feng taught me would present the shocking reality of my diet to me. HEALTHY EATING!!! and of cos my health. The gastric attacks are beginning again. haiz.. ya yah, v hard to believe someone of my size having gastric attacks. But reality is as such.

Enuff of the depressing updating about my life. I GOTTA DO SOMETHING about the stale state of it. But it's MY Own Business. So i shall take my time and tackle it bit by bit, a step at a time. HEALTH FIRST!! Then ME-TIME!

Sooo i really wanna upload some more pics but the Internet Connection is going haywire on me again. Shall just upload a couple super-wuper cute toys i got on Sat!! i dun wanna waste more time waiting for the other pics to load. COS I NEED MY SLEEP! Anyway most of them are rather outdated. So wait till i take more fresher new pics! Till then, love yall! (those who are still good to me and love me back at least.. haha)

ta-da!

Wuper-cute Mr Bean...

Get them at any Mr Bean outlet! Proceeds will go to charity.. tho i dunno how much. Honestly, i bought them cos they are cute *sheepish grin*