i'm indescribably tired these days. i hope i'm not burned out yet. but i'm increasingly longing for my own me-time to just space out.

stones.

On a sidenote, so glad to see my healing balm on sat. Pics up soon when i get them from my sis' cam!

I love Cactus at Marina Square!

It was an unexpected discovery whilst out shopping today. A very cool concept of renting out cubic spaces to budding entrepreneurs or blogshops or pushcarters, it operates like a roof over all these creative ideas.

Feng and I got a piece of something each from the shop. You should really check it out the next time u are at Marina Square, providing u don't already know about it before i post here. Oops. i can be such a lagger at knowing such places some times.

I'm loving my new vintage-ish, fantasy-ish earrings i got from there. And it led me to know about another accessory blogshop online. How cool is that??

http://cactusfarm.sg

http://loveblink.blogspot.com

my lappy is still. as a tombstone.

I accidentally emptied half my bottle of water all over the keypad yesterday, and being the ignoramus i am, i just blotted tissues and as it is working fine after, i thought it is fine...

about 1.5 hrs later, the keypad started going nuts on me when i was msn-ing my sisters.

I panicked. upon sisters' advice, took hairdryer to dry it till i had to go to bed. and i on-ed the fan the whole night to blow it.

I think my attempts to salvage came too late.

i nearly cannot log in this morning cos the keypad is going crazy. when i finally did, i dared not off it. however it is burning up and for fear of causing more problems, i just turned it off.

Yahoo! Answers told me on my office comp this morn that i must deal with it immediately when my laptop kena'ed the water. i was 1.5hrs late..

Sobs. i only hope it's still salvageable when i bring it to see doctor tonight at Wheelock.

Dear pristinely beautiful iBook, i solemnly promise not to drink in front of u again if u recover.

I thought i got over it. But no.. I over-estimated myself.

Even if i tell myself that i have let the incident go, but if i still feel hatred when i pass it by, does that mean i have let go?

My problem. I love intensely. Care too much. And unfortunately, i also hate longer than i imagine. Problem with being a idealistic girl living in a realistic society.

When will i learn?

my fave wan-wan comic - have to click on the smaller image to view bigger version!

my tummy is =)

ai xin bian dang...


My tummy is feeling happier these days with ai xin bian dangs such as this (freshly prepared in the morning, not leftover food), ruyi oil and Woodwards sweet syrup.

My tummy is =) now.

Unbelievable ya? looks like the real thing... i'm so in the Rement mood again. My 2 new lusts for now to add to my collection!

Updates

Urgh... don't like feeling nothing-to-do-ish.. now the days are just made up of work, home, dinner, tv, sleep. Cos just too drained during the day by work to wanna do anything much other than stone in the evenings. Then weekends are sleep sleep sleep. i need like 10-12 hours sleep a day i swear, and since i don't get them on normal workdays, i just gotta snore my weekends away. Plus i really hate the crowds on weekends, so unless bo-bian, like working friends can only meet on sat, then sat will go out. But to date, i haven't been going out much at all, as everyone's busy busy busy.. so my weekends are spent half at work (when it's my turn for Soccer Club), and in the sack.

I really dunch like how routine my life has become, though I have no issues about being a zai nu, a homey gal. but NOT when i just eat, sleep and watch tv. Am so missing the time when i took the semester off then in uni and i had all the time in the world to daydream and explore my passions. I know i know time is what u make of it, but i'm just tired. I wanna those days when i feel i have all the time in the world and i can do what i like. Way tooo long since i indulged in my hobby of miniature toys, DIY-ing, colouring my pics, doodling or decorating my cosy corners.

Am gonna try to take time off once these upcoming 2 crazy weeks is over for MYSELF. Me-time, here i come!!

And really wanna go join the lyrical hip-hop class on sat! Shall not CHICKEN out again as i did on sat.. was unprepared la. the speed, but after standing there for a while and watching them, it doesn't look as bad as i thought it would be. Not as fast. Making a promise to myself to go challenge my own limits. All the yadda-yadda about i'm still young and all. and more yadda about me dancing like a duck. Shall overcome that!

I really really need to get into more action. Cos i'm becoming a BIGGER homey gal. Have learnt over the years to be comfy with my body shape, but hor, the numbers on the scale and the recent pictures showing the added weight on my body tells me to my face that I MUST DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT least it affects my health. So trying to eat healthier. More soups. However i had already indulged in 2 fast-food meals the past week out of convenience and lateness of eating. I think tracking down my meals and listing them out as feng taught me would present the shocking reality of my diet to me. HEALTHY EATING!!! and of cos my health. The gastric attacks are beginning again. haiz.. ya yah, v hard to believe someone of my size having gastric attacks. But reality is as such.

Enuff of the depressing updating about my life. I GOTTA DO SOMETHING about the stale state of it. But it's MY Own Business. So i shall take my time and tackle it bit by bit, a step at a time. HEALTH FIRST!! Then ME-TIME!

Sooo i really wanna upload some more pics but the Internet Connection is going haywire on me again. Shall just upload a couple super-wuper cute toys i got on Sat!! i dun wanna waste more time waiting for the other pics to load. COS I NEED MY SLEEP! Anyway most of them are rather outdated. So wait till i take more fresher new pics! Till then, love yall! (those who are still good to me and love me back at least.. haha)

ta-da!

Wuper-cute Mr Bean...

Get them at any Mr Bean outlet! Proceeds will go to charity.. tho i dunno how much. Honestly, i bought them cos they are cute *sheepish grin*