I quote Piglet:

Part of knowing what u want is to know what you have to give up.

So true.

And i do want a better standard of living.

Much as I know I wanna work with children and youths, however the sector only pays u enough such that one 吃不饱饿不死.

And what about the rising costs of living? i wanna a nice place when i'm 35, be able to afford my car before 30, fulfil my materialistic desires.. in short, i wanna be a glam gal.

So I gotta stop sitting on my laurels and do sth about this waiting-around situation for a job to land in my lap.

I gotta create chances for myself.

I hope my next plan of action succeeds..