Heaven has a role for us all

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i gotta believe that the route I am choosing is right.

All these months of waiting, speculating, deliberating, doubting,

I am finally embarking on the next phase.

Wish me luck.

The Little Joys..

There is always a little joy after a downpour..

I am a happy girl today. No matter what they say, it's true.. the rainbow, the air is always better after the rain, the downpour.

It's nothing much to shout over, but i am just happy that after the past few weeks of self-doubt, self-declared suayness and restlessness, today's events brought a little smile to my face and a little skip in my step.

The Korean twins were lovely for their first lesson, and i rediscovered my joy in being with kids with them. Ending on a good note, I went to buy my dinner and amidst all the closing stores, found that Edo Sushi is having 50% off their sushi before closing. I had a wonderful dinner of my fave salmon sushi at only 3bucks. Received a call which would pay me 100bucks for a 1.5hr focus grp discussion this sat. A little extra cash in the pocket.

Simple little things that make me happy. But I think the joy is felt more today because of the negativity of the past few weeks. The worries. It may still be a far off route to my final destination but for now, I am a happy gal. And I will enjoy it as long as it lasts=)

I quote Piglet:

Part of knowing what u want is to know what you have to give up.

So true.

And i do want a better standard of living.

Much as I know I wanna work with children and youths, however the sector only pays u enough such that one 吃不饱饿不死.

And what about the rising costs of living? i wanna a nice place when i'm 35, be able to afford my car before 30, fulfil my materialistic desires.. in short, i wanna be a glam gal.

So I gotta stop sitting on my laurels and do sth about this waiting-around situation for a job to land in my lap.

I gotta create chances for myself.

I hope my next plan of action succeeds..